Late Night thoughts
I can’t barely sleep. Harsh thoughts clouding up my mind. ugh. yea. it’s always about him. about them. & about everyone. not supposed to voice out things right? I just can’t help blogging. ugh. got no one to talk to. I can’t stop doubting about things, ya know? especially when you feel there’s something wrong. you just can’t figure out. what is true & what is not. do wanna be fooled but which is which? idk, maybe he just changed & I was left hanged up & didn’t move forward with it. Kill it naoo! i want him back. loljk. well, he used to be as sweet as … yea he’s sweet! he used to be the one who understands me. but naooo, idk. :| woot. do wanna talk but can’t help the feeling. can’t turn to anyone except from my tumblr. lol. just feelin sad tonight. hurt also, partly. omogosh, still got my hopes up & wishin for better days to come! C’mon. :) Smile.
Currently listening : Need you now.
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GIRLS are complicated.
Minsan ang hirap nga maging babae. When it comes to friends, dyan pumapasok yung plastikan. Minsan nga di mo alam kung sino yung totoo sayo o hindi eh. Yun pag kaharap mo lang magaling sayo. Minsan ang hirap pumili ng sasamahan mo kasi kahit anong gawin mo may sasabihin at sasabihin sila sayo. Kapag kinausap mo naman hindi parin aamin sa mga ayaw nila sayo. Patuloy ka parin pariringgan at sasabihan ng kung ano ano. Ang complicated masyado. Kaya mas masarap magkaroon ng kaibigang lalaki eh. Mas understanding. Mas nagiging comfortable ka aksi alam mong may makakaintindi sayo. Ang problema, pag nangyari yun. Lalabas kang malandi at attention seeker sa guys. Mga insecure lang. Ang gulo talaga. Bakit ba kailangan laging manlait. As if naman kasing super perfect nila para mag judge at magbitaw ng mga salita tapos ipapakita nila na okay sila sayo. Pero behind your back, lahat ng mali mo, usap usapan nila. Minsan ang hirap maging babae eh. Nakakainis lang kasi, hirap talagang intindihin. Maging mabait ka, sisiraan ka, maging masama ka, ganun padin. Walang lugar eh. Di sa hindi ka nila tanggap eh. Yun yung fact na talagang ayaw nila sayo, hindi lang sila maging totoo. Sa totoo lang, hindi naman sila matatapang eh. kung tutuusin mas duwag pa sila. Kasi dinadaan nila sa ganun, hindi nalang nila harapin yung tao diba? Napaka closed minded nila. Hindi man lang tingnan yung brighter sides. Mas masarap siguro maging lalaki when it comes to friendship kasi sa nakikita ko, girls know what friendship is but they can’t apply it to themselves. Ang hirap kaya sa pakiramdam ng pinag uusapan ka & binibitawan ka ng mga salita na makakasira sayo. Ughhh. They didn’t think wider. Yung mas makakabuti.
Babae din ako, hindi sa sinisiraan ko mga babae ngayon. Kaso, ito ang reality eh. Aminin nyo man o hindi lahat naman ng babae ganito di’ba?? Sana mabago pa ‘to. Hindi kasi healthy ang ganitong ugali ng mga babae eh. Hayy.
Enough Said.
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Tough times don’t last.
Toughest challenge na ata yung nangyari sa relationship namin. miscommunication, Misunderstang, missssssingg each other. Deh joke.
It has been weeks since naging cold kami sa isa’t isa. Sya, nawalan sya ng time sakin. Busy daw sya, I tried understanding it naman. Pero mahirap din pala yun. Yung ang lapit ng bahay nyo pero hindi kayo nagkikita. minsan hindi na kayo nagkakatext. Ang hirap pala talaga ng long distance relationship. Tapang ko non eh! Hahaah. :| Masakit pala. Joke. Nag expect kasi ako. -,- Kasi bakasyon, baka mas makakasama ko sya. pero hindi kaya sobra ako nasaktan. Haiiiiist. :O Patong patong nadin ang nalalaman at nakikita ko. Asdfghkl. Hahaha. Kaya naging cold nadin ako. Halos hindi nako maniwala sa bawat I love you nya. Kasi pakiramdam ko may bago na sya. Iyakin nga ako eh. Alam ng mga kaibigan ko yun. Ilan lang yung nadramahan ko talaga. Haahahah! tae naman kasi. Di ko kasi maintindihan. Psh!. Everything was harsh & cold til this day came.
Nagkasama kami after so many 1234444 years. Jokes! :) Tapos nung una he’s so makulit pa. As in lang. Hahahayyy :| Tapos Nagseryoso na ako. Pinag usapan namin, at yun nga inayos namin. We’ll start all over at sana this time, maging okay ang lahat. Siguro nga hindi madali mawala lahat ng pains dahil sa haba ng nging cold kami. Kaso nga dito na pumapasok ang TIWALA. aanhin nga naman yun diba? Kung Puro hinala lang! Syempre naman mahal mo eh. Diba? :”)
No matter what, kahit naman ako’y nahurt, iintindihin dapat namin ang isa’t isa, sa halip na magsisihan, dapat iwork nalang. diba diba? Well just to say. I love him so much! >:)< I just wouldn’t find ways to let him go! :)
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